Its been a while
Yeah, its been a while since I last posted. A lot has happend since then. I've moved to another town, and I've got a new job. I like the job, but it doesnt pay very much. Eh, you cant have everything. I ended up having to sell the Mustang. I got back $23,000 for it, so i only owe 4 grand to my folks: I borrowed the money from them.
I need to make some changes in my life. I need to start getting out more. I need to get some excersise, and loose a little weight. Hell, I need to quit smoking too. I just have such a hard time getting motivated. But hopefully things will start working out soon. A really good freind of mine has agreed to help me out.
In other news, 2 of my closest freinds are settling down. One got married a few weeks ago... the other is getting married in a few months. I honestly think that they are too young. Its too soon for them to get maried. But then again, nobody wants to be alone. Somtimes I just dont understand life.. but then again, I dont think that we are suposed to.
I'm afraid of the future, and afraid of change. Somtimes I wish I could just pick a spot in my life and make things stay that way forever. But that will never happen. I wish I had a good freind with me right now to talk to. To hug. To share my ideas and thoughs with and get some much needed support. Sometimes I just feel so alone.
Fall will be here soon. It uasually makes me fee really good. I hope it does this year too. I kinda mis being away from my family and freinds... and most of all, my dog. After Christmas, i uasually get really depressed. I hope that doesn't happen this year. I just want to be happy.
I get to meet some very unuasual people at my new job. Alot of them are yankees who moved south, and decided to live here. I dont know what poseses them to do this... At times they can be very annoying... and their habbit of driving up land value and prices drives me insane. I know of one large community being built now that when done, will have 18,000 homes... and all of them are being sold to people from Jersy, New York, and places like that. It looks like I may have to move out west eventually. Honestly, that is my dream.
I lived in Montana for a few short months. Not a day goes by that I dont dream of going back. Ive never experienced the western winters, but the spring and summer are beautiful beyond description. Montana, I miss you. I hope one day you will welcome me back. The landscape, the mountains, the plains, the forests, the people, the beer.. I miss it all. Although I wasnt born there, I must say... I think of the American west as home.
Thats about all i can say tonight. More will come later, I hope.
And last of all... Thank you Riv. Youre a great freind, and I dont know what i would ever do without you. Thank you for everything, from the bottom of my heart. *hugs tightly* Youre the brother I never had. Thank you.
I need to make some changes in my life. I need to start getting out more. I need to get some excersise, and loose a little weight. Hell, I need to quit smoking too. I just have such a hard time getting motivated. But hopefully things will start working out soon. A really good freind of mine has agreed to help me out.
In other news, 2 of my closest freinds are settling down. One got married a few weeks ago... the other is getting married in a few months. I honestly think that they are too young. Its too soon for them to get maried. But then again, nobody wants to be alone. Somtimes I just dont understand life.. but then again, I dont think that we are suposed to.
I'm afraid of the future, and afraid of change. Somtimes I wish I could just pick a spot in my life and make things stay that way forever. But that will never happen. I wish I had a good freind with me right now to talk to. To hug. To share my ideas and thoughs with and get some much needed support. Sometimes I just feel so alone.
Fall will be here soon. It uasually makes me fee really good. I hope it does this year too. I kinda mis being away from my family and freinds... and most of all, my dog. After Christmas, i uasually get really depressed. I hope that doesn't happen this year. I just want to be happy.
I get to meet some very unuasual people at my new job. Alot of them are yankees who moved south, and decided to live here. I dont know what poseses them to do this... At times they can be very annoying... and their habbit of driving up land value and prices drives me insane. I know of one large community being built now that when done, will have 18,000 homes... and all of them are being sold to people from Jersy, New York, and places like that. It looks like I may have to move out west eventually. Honestly, that is my dream.
I lived in Montana for a few short months. Not a day goes by that I dont dream of going back. Ive never experienced the western winters, but the spring and summer are beautiful beyond description. Montana, I miss you. I hope one day you will welcome me back. The landscape, the mountains, the plains, the forests, the people, the beer.. I miss it all. Although I wasnt born there, I must say... I think of the American west as home.
Thats about all i can say tonight. More will come later, I hope.
And last of all... Thank you Riv. Youre a great freind, and I dont know what i would ever do without you. Thank you for everything, from the bottom of my heart. *hugs tightly* Youre the brother I never had. Thank you.
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